hm.... moving in was tiring..... moving freshman in was even more tiring....
then 7 hours of dance practice everyday till like saturday. but we did well and everyone loved it so it's good.

classes are interesting... gunna be madd intense


so here's the real story:

tuesday night, wooj, becky n i decided to go to walmart and afterwards we decided to have dinner together and King and I (thai restaurant). After eating, we were driving back. we're on mt hope... and it's really dark outside... and we see this man on the side of the streets not really walking, not really running... kinda like very small stepped trotting... very awkward. so we're driving and he's comin towards us... until we get close enuff to see that..... HE'S COMPLETELY NAKED. all 3 of us screamed.... and i lost control of the wheel for just a second, and i turned away from him, tried my best to focus on the road, and accelerated like a mad woman. =)
what a traumatizing experience...



someone puked in the hallway outside my door. now i cant walk outside w/o my shoes. sad...

God knows what we think, what we feel, and wat we will say even before we know it. (i forget the exact Bible verse...)

we all noe this but friday i really felt what it means to have an all knowing God. a God who understands me more than i understand myself. this is kinda like what we talked about durin Bible study 2 wks ago.

i never even knew that in my heart im so sad about my grandfather's illness. well obviously im sad but i didnt noe it'd affect me so much. i thought i alredy came to terms with it.
but God knew that i was upset about it even before i knew it. and God knew that i forget that every life on earth has a purpose to serve our Lord, even my grandfather, who's been in the "vegetation" state for over 12 years.

friday at fellowship, we had a debate about euthanasia. God spoke to ping and kelvin, and enabled them to come up with the topic euthanasia. as we debated and discussed euthanasia, i realized that the Lord has a purpose for my grandfather, even tho he hasn't been able to do anything for over 12 years. i really prayed a lot about it friday night and now i see a purpose in my grandpa's life and i thank God that he's alive today to serve God. so for a long time i was sad about my grandfather's illness but after friday night, my perspective has changed. =) thanks!

 

on my way back to pennsylvania yesterday, a truck was lit on fire.

and it took me at least 5 hours to get back to pennsylvania

 

so i found out that my grandparents are Catholic and were both baptized by the Catholic church... weird...
and the aunt that im livin wid now is Christian and was also baptized. since my grandma is in China, theres no Catholic church there so she cant go but my aunt doesn't go to church anymore. Pray that ill be a testimony for her and that she'll start worshipping and serving God and also she'll start going back to church.

 

*travelling back and forth b/w nyc and PA is realli realli tiring and this weekend i was about to give up on that. i was actually considering stayin in PA for the rest of the summer. thanks for reminding me y i wannit to go back to nyc over the weekend. xp <33

 

::edit:: met up with stanley n his friends for lunch!! weird how i dun see him in church but i see him at work. and i have his work phone # so i can start bothering him xp

bak to work! boss is off for the day so i get to playyy!!!

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vic ho: im burnin letteers from iwo jima
v: japanese point of view of ww2
jean: u mean u watchin the movie
j: ur not actually burning the letters?
v: im makin a dvd
v: for dvd players
v: so i can watchit onmy dvd player
j: OOHHHHH
v: lol if i had letters from iwo jima the actual letters
v: icould sell them
v: an dbe rich 
j: hahahahaha
j: omggggg
j: i feel like a retard
v: so i can buy food and work out